Thursday, November 25, 2010

2010 - Sharing my dreams

#1:
"I left 'my' car parked an when I came back it was gone. I found it in a different place where two Italian guys were trying to start their van by using my cars battery and cables. I couldn't understand why didn't they just ask for help instead of stealing my car and moving it to somewhere else to try and help themselves, lol."

When I looked at my dream I immediately recognized the point. I have defined Italians as robbers and hypocrites because of some experiences I had with them. Very assisting dream :)

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge and define Italians as robbers and hypocrites. I do not accept and allow myself to judge and define people according to their nationality or any other way. I stand as life, equal and one with all that is here.

#2:

"I was at my partners house in the living room sitting with her on the bench at the table, her family members were also in the room. Then I realized she is undressed telling me let's have sex. I was like: "Are you for real?" And she asked if something is wrong and I said I don't want to have sex in front of her family members, lol.

The point here is obviously my mindfuck of being naked/having sex in front of other people which is something to forgive but I'm still not going to do it any time soon lol.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be embarrassed when naked if others can see me. I do not accept and allow myself to be embarrassed in front of other people when naked or exposed in any way. I accept me as life as who I am as I accept all as one and equal in every here moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be embarrassed of being intimate with someone in front of other people. I do not accept and allow myself to be embarrassed when being intimate with someone if others can see me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define sex and intimacy as an activity that must be done in secrecy. I do not accept and allow myself to define or do anything in secrecy because I accept myself as all that is here in all ways as one and equal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define sex and intimacy as something special. I do not accept and allow myself to define sex and intimacy or anything else as special. I am one with all that is here and all is equal.